Mishaps with a mannequin

I started this blog as a way to stay connected to those back home…..I felt so connected to my community there, but I have come to realize that is no longer my home. and that i am the one who moved on. Now i live somewhere else that feels like home, but also doesnt. i never had the desire to live abroad. never really thought about it. never realized how complicated life was til i moved to germany. i used to wanna be a writer when i was a kid. i dont use ai or edit myself, no polish. i guess this is more for myself. and i ….lost my community, i miss talking to people so i hit publish, perhaps to feed a narcissism we all have, perhaps to feel less lonely on a continent that i love and feels like home, the country i live in not so much , the town i live in yes, but home….that i left and have no home as of now. home is where the dog is.